transition

First shot! posted Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I had my first shot of T today. I know, I should sound a little more excited. The truth is, I don't think I can come up with a sentence that would do justice to the event that may well be the first true step towards me being able to live my life as I want. [...]

The Green Light!!! posted Saturday, September 2, 2006
[..] At the end he suddenly tells me that he's heard enough and in his professional opinion, he would be able to write me a referral to an endocrinologist in good conscience. [...]

Back from the Dead posted Wednesday, August 2, 2006
Oh, it's been a while since the last post. So much has happened, so many notes I'd quickly jotted down in my organiser that I'd thought I'd post here about. [...]

Head of Hair posted Monday, June 19, 2006
So, I finally got a haircut. For those of you who don't already know, about 2 1/2 years ago [...]

I can see the starting line! posted Wednesday, June 14, 2006
[...] that I didn't know what to expect from today's session. However, it turned out infinitely better than the last time, and [...]

T therapy here I come! posted Thursday, April 20, 2006
Went to see Gaye yesterday, and had another great session. I felt that we got to know each other a little better this time around. Although the session wasn't as ground-breaking as the earlier ones, [...]

Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we... posted Sunday, March 19, 2006
It's been 3 months since starting this blog, since deciding to take a big step towards finding inner peace. In many ways, I'm already light years ahead of where I started from. Then again, I haven't even gotten my first dose of T yet. [...]

Feeling pumped! posted Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Found a great deal on a bench press with lateral pulldown, butterfly and preacher attachments this week after having looked around for weeks! [...]

Pre-T Effects? posted Friday, March 10, 2006
The last week and a half have been totally wierd! I've had an energy charge running through my body, and I've been "feeling my muscles work" even though I'm still carrying this excess weight around. [...]

Second Session with the Counsellor posted Monday, March 06, 2006
Last Wednesday was my second session with Gaye, and it went perfectly except maybe for one thing. [...]

I'm back! part II: Biting the Bullet posted Monday, February 27, 2006
One thing I'd said to Gaye the counsellor before heading off on my trip was this: that I'd know for sure how right starting transition would be for me based on my trip back to see my family, [...]

No man's land posted Thursday, February 02, 2006
Well, I'm back home. My mum and dad won't be back till next week, so I've been here with my cousins and aunts and uncles, and everyone's been totally doting on me since I haven't been back for 4 years. [...]

First Session with the Counsellor posted Thursday, January 26, 2006
Finally! I finally got in to see the counsellor at The Gender Centre, and it nearly didn't happen, too! [...]

Body reaction and natural T therapy? posted Monday, January 16, 2006
[...] Anyway, my point is, is my body rejecting its feminine state naturally? Did I subconciously always know that I belonged in a man's body even if I hadn't actually pin-pointed this feeling cognitively, [...]

New appointment posted Saturday, January 14, 2006
Have a new appointment date with the counsellor - Wednesday the 25th since neither of us can make it before then. [...]

Burnt bridges? (Permanent effects of transitioning) posted Saturday, January 07, 2006
Ok, so I've got a preliminary plan for transitioning. Now, what happens if hell freezes over and I change my mind about wanting to live as a man? [...]

Battle plan posted Friday, January 06, 2006
4 days to my first visit to the counsellor at the Gender Centre, and I've just realised that I've double-booked myself! This is what happens when I forget to update my schedule on my Palm. [...]

New beginning, new name posted Sunday, December 18, 2005
I've been thinking about what names I like and what names I would be comfortable using. There's a big difference, because [...]

First step posted Sunday, December 18, 2005
Well, I've taken the first major step. I've contacted the local counsellor at The Gender Centre Inc. for a good time to come in, and hope I will get a reply on Monday. A fellow FTM from around here [...]

First post posted Saturday, December 17, 2005
This is the first post in my brand spanking new blog, that will mainly serve as a journal following my transition. Transition to what, you say? [...]